the worst feeling about trying to draw is being a mediocre artist. You realize you’re not terrible and family and furrends who can’t draw at all tell you all the time how amazing you are, but you, as the artist, have seen what amazing really is and you realize that it isn’t you.
i’m jealous of people who have cute laughs and fast metabolisms and nice teeth and good hair and can just make any outfit look good and get along with everyone and are great at sports and do well in school because none of that is me
“Often people attempt to live their lives backwards: they try to have more things, or more money, in order to do more of what they want so that they will be happier. The way it actually works is the reverse. You must first be who you really are, then do what you really need to do, in order to have what you want.”—Margaret Mead (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
I just realized, growing old sucks bigtime. Really. The older I get, my life gets harder. We can’t just always run our problems easily. I’m very anxious what would my future be. I want to go back to my childhood days and in high school days all over again. Even though my college life is happy,but in the past was so much happier. The less people I know, the less knowledge I know about everything, it’ll be less worries and less problems. I am so good at being bad. We live in a big ass motherfuckin’ ironic world. If I try to fail and succeed, which have I done?
I want to at least try something remarkable, what’s the point of life if I haven’t done anything. I am always always not good enough for everything and anyone. It disappoints me, it disappoints everyone around me. It’s hard to be a better person or maybe… the shorter version of this post is, it just sucks to be me. Right.
But anyway, there are lots of reasons to be happy about. Life doesn’t have to be perfect to be wonderful. Let’s all just be optimistic.
“A lot of photographers think that if they buy a better camera they’ll be able to take better photographs. A better camera won’t do a thing for you if you don’t have anything in your head or in your heart.”—Arnold Newman (via kimikarma)