Aventurier

Hindi lang pala makikita sa effort ang love

Mon, 20 May 2013 02:04:32 +0800

(I back read my blog way back 2010 at bigla ko ‘tong nakita, so yeah, I just wanna repost this.)

Mas importante pa pala dun ang pagiintindi at pagtitiwala sa’yo. Lalung lalo na kung tanggap ka nya. Kahit may mga mali ka pa sa ugali mo. Tama nga talaga yung quote na…

“Mahalin mo muna lahat ng mali sakanya, bago mo siya mahalin ng tama.”

I truly agree kasi kapag ganun, he/she truly accepts you wholeheartedly. He/she doesn’t want you to change because he/she loved you exactly the way you are, the real you. Hindi naman pwede yung pumasok ka sa isang relasyon na mahal mo nga, pero marami kang ayaw sa ugali nya. Hindi mo siya tinanggap ng buong puso mo.

Kahit sabihin nating may “care” nga para ipabago ‘yun sayo. Well, some say na…

“Hindi mo kayang baguhin ang ugali ng isang tao. Mababago lang yun kung may rason siya para baguhin yun.”

Wala palang katumbas yun sa tiyaga. I thought at first mas lamang pa yun. Well, I was wrong. Walang patutunguhan ang effort kung puro ganun at ganun lang ang pinapakita mo. Mas importante pa din yung nararamdaman ng tao. Mas maganda ng masaya ka emotionally. Hindi ‘yung puro effort lang.

Sometimes I wanna go on a roadtrip that I’ve never been...

Sun, 19 May 2013 16:41:47 +0800

Sometimes I wanna go on a roadtrip that I’ve never been to, where we will be lost and a place where people barely know it, like you know, in the movies. Just like Wrong Turn, creepy people will chase you and try to eat you. Jk. I don’t know, I just wanna experience a real adventure.

kyaputen-akashi: capriciousshadow: fancy—kittens: pewpuupalace: zeonhime: the worst feeling...

Thu, 16 May 2013 16:28:54 +0800

kyaputen-akashi:

capriciousshadow:

fancy—kittens:

pewpuupalace:

zeonhime:

the worst feeling about trying to draw is being a mediocre artist. You realize you’re not terrible and family and furrends who can’t draw at all tell you all the time how amazing you are, but you, as the artist, have seen what amazing really is and you realize that it isn’t you.

500% me

1000% me

100000% me

Hey, do me a favor and smile. Hope you're smiling right this moment.

Thu, 16 May 2013 04:43:45 +0800

Aww, thank you anon. :) I literally smiled.

I want to go back to this place. Where I can literally relax,...

Mon, 13 May 2013 15:26:23 +0800

I want to go back to this place. Where I can literally relax, where I can have peace of mind.

Photo

Thu, 09 May 2013 21:34:02 +0800

I finally had a getaway. A time to relax and have fun. This was...

Thu, 09 May 2013 21:33:49 +0800

I finally had a getaway. A time to relax and have fun. This was the best beach I’ve been to so far. White sand, relaxing view and of course, with your close friends. The best!

Can’t wait for the last week of May though! Another outing with awesome people. :>

Breakfast.

Mon, 06 May 2013 15:37:00 +0800

Breakfast.

Self-portrait.

Mon, 06 May 2013 15:33:09 +0800

Self-portrait.

Dear you,

Mon, 06 May 2013 00:29:00 +0800

Alam ko kaya pang ayusin ‘yun, kaya pang solusyonan, alam ko kung ano at ang dapat gawin. Pero wala akong tiwala sa sarili ko para gawin o ayusin ‘yun, pero syempre iisipin mo, “Bullshit naman ‘yan.” Ntatakot lang kasi ako na baka magfail lang ako at siguro dahil na din hindi mo ako binibigyan ng lakas ng loob. Wala kasi akong naririnig na salita na galing sa’yo na makakapagpagaan talaga ng loob ko, halos dina-down mo na din ako. Wala akong mapaghugutan. Kaya I don’t wanna take that chance, baka masayang lang. I don’t want to blew it up. Sobrang natatakot ako, sa sobrang takot ko, parang hindi ko na kayang gawin ‘yun. Natatakot din ako na baka masaktan lang ulit kita.

Kung naiintindihan mo lang talaga sana kung ano ang nararamdaman ko at etong mga sinasabi ko. Isang hiling ko lang naman e na buksan mo ang isip mo. Pero syempre hindi pa eto lahat ng ‘yun, hindi ko din alam kung tama ba ‘tong pinagsusulat kong salita. At syempre, hindi ko din naman alam kung ano ang nararamdaman mo, pero isa lang ang pakiramdam ko, malaki ang galit mo sa’kin. Tanggap ko ‘yun. Kung sakaling mabasa mo man ‘to, pakiramdam ko din e ang sasabihin mo, “buti alam mo.” Pwede ding pinapatay mo na ako sa isip mo.

Wala lang, gusto ko lang ilabas. Huehuehue

Gluttony

Sat, 04 May 2013 19:54:57 +0800

Gluttony

I need more practice.

Sat, 04 May 2013 19:38:00 +0800

I need more practice.

Alam ko ang dami kong pagkakamali, wala akong ibang gawin kundi saktan ka, ma-disappoint kita. You...

Sat, 04 May 2013 07:12:05 +0800

Alam ko ang dami kong pagkakamali, wala akong ibang gawin kundi saktan ka, ma-disappoint kita. You don’t deserve all of those shit. Hindi ako naging maayos na girlfriend para sa’yo, kumbaga hindi ako perfect para sa’yo kahit alam ko namang walang perfect na tao sa mundo. Hindi ko naibigay lahat ng gusto mo, hindi ko na-reach ang expectations mo. Kulang kulang ang mga naibigay ko. Hindi ko kayang higitan ang lahat ng ginawa mo. Sa madaling salita, parang wala akong kwenta.

Bumitaw ako dahil hindi ko na alam kung ano ang gagawin ko, hindi ko na alam kung sasaya ka pa ba sa akin. Dahil ako, ang ibig kong sabihin e kung ako ba ‘yung worth it pa. Inisip ko na hindi ako para sa’yo, you don’t deserve me. Ang gusto ko e may babaeng magtratrato sa’yo ng tama, kayang kayang higitan lahat. ‘Yung perfect sa paningin mo. Kaya mas pinili ko nalang maglet go, mas okay na siguro ‘yung ganito. Wala nang nagpapahirap sa’yo, bawas stress sa buhay mo.

Ang totoo, hindi talaga ako sumuko sa atin, ako mismo ang sumuko sa sarili ko. Wala akong tiwala sa sarili ko. Kumbaga kung ilalagay sa scale 1-10, nasa 0 ako.

My first digital painting. Ang daming fail. Hahaha! I tried. Oh...

Fri, 03 May 2013 18:48:00 +0800

My first digital painting. Ang daming fail. Hahaha! I tried.

Oh well, not bad for a first timer, I guess.

pilosopotasyaa: Because you’re an artist-kuno! :DDDDD

Fri, 03 May 2013 00:04:35 +0800

pilosopotasyaa:

Because you’re an artist-kuno! :DDDDD

Photo

Tue, 30 Apr 2013 18:45:07 +0800

thissummeriwannabehappy: sourire-de-mepris: Wow relevant

Mon, 29 Apr 2013 19:58:47 +0800

thissummeriwannabehappy:

sourire-de-mepris:

Wow relevant

Filipino Time This was for my Video Production assignment. Our...

Mon, 29 Apr 2013 19:57:00 +0800

Filipino Time

This was for my Video Production assignment. Our professor asked us to make a video about, “Who Am I As A Filipino” atleast 30 secs. - 1 min. And this is all I can think about. Lol. Quickie video.

Oh well, this was a very disappointing term for me. Having this filipino time habit really affected my grades. Srsly. All of my hardworks went to waste. It was literally depressing.

I will now try to discipline myself about time. I hope my lazy butt will cooperate with me.

Chris Brown - Sweet Love | Choreography Watch this guys!...

Mon, 29 Apr 2013 19:33:03 +0800

Chris Brown - Sweet Love | Choreography

Watch this guys! :)

Sorry for my sabaw editing skills.

If you want to change the way people respond to you, change the way you respond to people.

Sun, 28 Apr 2013 05:02:16 +0800

yanilavigne:

(Quotes here)