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Had a shoot with Barbie Forteza last March 26, 2013 @ APC. Directed by Sir J Pacena II.

First time to experience as a part of the Art Direction team.

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I just realized, growing old sucks bigtime. Really. The older I get, my life gets harder. We can’t just always run our problems easily. I’m very anxious what would my future be. I want to go back to my childhood days and in high school days all over again. Even though my college life is happy,but in the past was so much happier. The less people I know, the less knowledge I know about everything, it’ll be less worries and less problems. I am so good at being bad. We live in a big ass motherfuckin’ ironic world. If I try to fail and succeed, which have I done?

I want to at least try something remarkable, what’s the point of life if I haven’t done anything. I am always always not good enough for everything and anyone. It disappoints me, it disappoints everyone around me. It’s hard to be a better person or maybe… the shorter version of this post is, it just sucks to be me. Right.

But anyway, there are lots of reasons to be happy about. Life doesn’t have to be perfect to be wonderful. Let’s all just be optimistic.  

Gratuitous picture of your eyebags Wednesday.
Tapos na ang finals, sa wakas. Pwede na akong matulog. :> Sarap sa pakiramdam.
Namiss ko bahay ko, dahil for almost 2 weeks uuwi lang ako para kumain, maligo at magpahinga saglit. Pero mas namiss ko kama ko. Loveyou

Gratuitous picture of your eyebags Wednesday.

Tapos na ang finals, sa wakas. Pwede na akong matulog. :> Sarap sa pakiramdam.

Namiss ko bahay ko, dahil for almost 2 weeks uuwi lang ako para kumain, maligo at magpahinga saglit. Pero mas namiss ko kama ko. Loveyou

Ang galing rin pala ‘no, hindi pantay pantay ang love na nabibigay mo sa mga taong nakarelasyon mo at iba iba din ang paraan mo kung pano mo ipakita ang love mo para sakanila. May effortless, may sakto lang at yung endless na effort. Hindi mo din pala maiiwasan yung iba iba ang pagpapakita mo ng pagmamahal sa tao kung paano nila ipakita ang pagmamahal nila sa’yo o di kaya dahil kung sino sila, kung ano ang personalidad nila. Nainlove ka sa pagkatao niya hindi dahil lang sa pagmamahal na ipinakita niya sa’yo. ‘Yun ang isa sa pinakamasarap na maramdaman dahil hindi ka lang dumepende. Pero may mga tao sa isang relasyon naman na di mo ganon kamahal, saktong mahal mo lang at unconditional love, ‘yung tipong dadating ka na sa punto na masyado ka nang attached or more like nagiging clingy ka na sakaniya. Gusto mo lagi mo siyang kausap, kayakap, kasama, etc…

Binase ko ‘to sa mga nakikita ko at na-experience ko. Dahil sa ngayon e, parang medyo nagiba ako kung ikukumpara sa dati. Nagimprove, I say. Hindi kasi ako ‘yung girlfriend material. Hindi ako sobrang malambing na tao. Hindi ako affectionate. I show less concern how usually girls shows concern. Kumbaga, parang lalaki (?) kung umasta sa isang relasyon, ewan ko, hindi ko alam. May mga rason naman ako kung bakit ako ganito, nakakatamad mag-explain kung bakit at syempre, at some point, ganito na talaga ang personality ko.

Matagal ko nang naiisip ‘to, ngayon ko lang naisipan magblog post dahil ngayon lang ako sinipag. 

Social Climber

Inis ka ba sa mga mahilig mag-tweet, mag-check sa foursquare at mag post sa Instagram dahil sa social climber sila, nasa trip lang talaga nila o hindi mo sila kayang sabayan?

Isama na din natin ang milk tea, naglaganap na yan ngayon dito sa Pinas. Di porket uso yan, bibili at bibili ka na din kahit hindi mo talaga gusto. Gusto mo na ding manigarilyo at maginom, para mag mukha kang badass at maging “in” ka sa crowd. May nakasabit na DSLR sa leeg mo pero hindi naman alam kung paano gamitin. Magiging fashionista ka na rin kasi ang dami dami na niyan ngayon sa Pilipinas, kahit wala ka nang makain ipambibili mo lang ng damit. Nagpapakahirap kang mag-english kahit bihasanag bihasa ka naman sa pagtatagalog. Naiintindihan ko ‘yung part na gusto nila makilala, sumikat, makipagsabayan at takot ma-out of place, kung bakit nila nagagawa ang pagiging social climber. Ang hindi ko lang maintindihan, bakit pa nila ipipilit kung hindi naman talaga nila kaya? Yung dadating sa punto na trying hard na ang itsura nila. Bakit di sila magpakatotoo sa sarili nila, try nila, mas masaya. Mas masarap sa pakiramdam ang pagiging totoo sa sarili, pinapakita mo kung sino ka talaga. Dito mo kasi malalaman kung sino talaga ang gustong makasama ka at kung sino ang totoo mong tropa. Kesa sa naghihirap ka para lang makipagsabayan sakanila at makasama sa tropahan nila. 

Tingin ko, ang advantage ng pagiging social climber eh ang pagiging flexible. Gumagawa ka ng paraan para lang makasabay ka sa mga kabarkada mo. Marunong kang makipag-mingle sa circle of friends mo at dito na din siguro lalabas ang pagiging sociable mo. Malawak din ang utak, kasi kung ano anong kwentong nagagawa para lang magmukhang mayaman. Hindi ako hater, may mga oras lang talaga na naiinis ako kasi yung iba sobrang OA na. Hindi na nakakatuwa tignan.

Ang tunay na mayaman nagtitipid. Ang feeling mayaman gumagastos mag mukha lang mayaman.

(Source: micahpalanca)

I didn’t know that my name can be use as an adjective or verb. That’s so micah!

I didn’t know that my name can be use as an adjective or verb. That’s so micah!

Celebrated KP’s birthday last Saturday at Greenbelt with blockmates and friends, plus final’s week is over. So yes, double celebration! Not contended with my grades though, got an R again. Sucks.

090112 || Teen Assembly

My friends and I went to Teen Assembly at MoA Arena, we got free tickets from my brother’s friend. I went to this event just because of Up Dharma Down and Sandwich. Hahaha! V-Fort Band annoyed me, srsly. Why are they even there loljk. General Luna and Never the Strangers was also part of the event.

More photos under the cut!

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Aug. 28, 2012

Had family dinner at Bulgogi Brothers because Dad will be leaving on Friday. I got so used to it that he only stays for two weeks.

I’ve always wondered when will I ever stop this habit. 
It’s also a good stress reliever, idk, it’s one of my ways to relax myself. Speaking of stress, I have pile of works to do and deadlines to meet. Our first term is about to end. I don’t know if I should be happy about it because with all of this projects. I don’t want to flunk any of my subjects (wow, that rhymed lol).

I’ve always wondered when will I ever stop this habit. 

It’s also a good stress reliever, idk, it’s one of my ways to relax myself. Speaking of stress, I have pile of works to do and deadlines to meet. Our first term is about to end. I don’t know if I should be happy about it because with all of this projects. I don’t want to flunk any of my subjects (wow, that rhymed lol).